Pain

I wish I was able to hate...

Everything would be so much easier...

But I'm not...

Or if I had a remote...

To switch my self off forever...

But I don't have it...

I wish I could forget 2 best years of my life...

I can't... nor I want to...

So what can I do?

I can write a song...

Apparently...

And I can idle...

Like a zombie...

Forever...